four days to go!

Wow, have I done a poor job at keeping up with this..  I  have FOUR more days left of the cleanse.  I will then go in next week to get re-tested and we will go from there.  They could either say that the test results came back saying I dont need to go through it again OR it they will come back saying I am still toxic and I need to do another round.. oh joy.  As excited as I am about being done I am also kinda nervous.  For the past 28 days I have been told what to eat, when to eat and now I am going to be on my own.  Its kinda scary. 

 I have greatly enjoyed being able to eat my chicken but even that at first made me feel like I was "cheating" on my diet.  I have finally gotten to a point where I can go somewhere and if they are eating dessert not loathe them. :)  Now its more like " I would REALLY love some of that but I cant have any, and thats okay.. kinda."

I did tell Adam though that I want a big, greasy, melt in your mouth cheesy burger when I am done.. oh I have been wanting one SO bad.  That and then dessert.  But I think I will just stick with the burger.  I am definitely done with this whole cleanse in the sense of having to be WAY over prepared any time we are not going to be home for a meal.. its not just let me grab a protein bar or some chips to hold me over.  Its let me thaw some chicken out, cook it, cut up some onions, bell peppers and garlic and grill that up.  I feel like my life now consists of cutting, grilling, eating and cleaning the kitchen.. for EVERY meal.  AHHH!  As of right now I have a STACK of dishes in the sink that I refuse to do right now. I need a break or a dish maid.  Im thinking a break might be cheaper.  I still want to post some of the recipes of the food I have enjoyed on this diet so even if you don't want to do a cleanse you could at least use some new meals!  I just haven't had time to do it in between my cooking and cleaning but I will do it soon with pictures of all of it.  

Until then have a wonderful Tuesday.